2009-09-11 - 7:39 am
Sat down to write a snippet yet, as usual nothing is coming to me. I guess I could update on what's been up here lately and catch all of you up on life....
Still heavy on the job-hunt, despeartely trying to find something before we run into a financial brick wall. There has been little progress other than a fruitless interview here and there. I keep my hopes up and try my damndest to not let it get to me that I have not gotten back out there into the workforce.
On the other front, well...hmm...
It seems that things have truly fallen apart with the girl from work that I had been talking to. My wife of course feels guilty now, having allowed me the opportunity to go out and have fun, and then ending up beating me to the punch, only to have mine just dissolve into nothing at all. I tell her it's no big deal, and that it will happen, but I do grow mildly impatient. The thing I struggle with is finding someone else that would be as perfect a fit as this person was. She knew up-front what the situation was and was perfectly fine with it, but after I was gone from the workplace, correspondence became more and more infrequent as drama unfolded in her life. Then, abruptly and without warning or cause there has been no attempt to communicate at all by her and I have essentially given up on ever hearing from her again. While I worry in some ways there is not a whole lot that I can do and I just have to get on with life. Of course every other person I know right now that has ever shown any interest in me could possibly be a candidate for anything at this point, due to various different reasons. So here I am, stuck with the permission to do it, just one call and an ok on her end, but no one to be with to actually make this thing come into fruition.
There's an update, hope you all are happy with just this little bit, feeling a bit under the weather (chest cold) so I am off for a bit of meds and some grub. Wish all of you out there the best and hope you are all well, keep me in mind the next time you run into a freak with nothing better to do, lol...
As Always,
B.
